the painted veil

i really should create a blog. dunno how to create one and yet i have endless thoughts running faster than my fingers can type. so i share with you the thought for the moment.

i figured that mother's buy newspapers on the day their child was born to show them when they are grown what happened the day of course they were born. so why if that is not the case... then blog your thoughts away and share with the grown child one day and how you are as perfectly normal or odd that they had no idea you were capable of.

hmmm perhaps a laptop for christmas can document such entries. the endless needs and wants in duchesne's world. i can never be a buddhist no matter how much i read the teachings. i am such an earthy creature so attach to possessions. admittedly... if at one point i had nothing-i would be happy with a starbucks hot chocolate no whip please.

so my voice is soooo scratchy a raspberry hot tea would be nice. talking all day as a job can do you. i try! i try! to drink tea during the day and always end up drinking the favored cold coke soda. bad bad and such human weakness. reminds me of britney spears who sings for a living and instead of drinking ginger tea resorts to smoking as a breather.

so i took rhett to the pool and had a fab time except he has to have a fit and want pj's after a dip to the pool. now who in the world bring pajamas to the pool? so he was running n-a-k-e-d in his crocs after the wet gear went off. was confused whether altogether if it was pure hilarious or humiliating. finally coaxed him to wear his kimono robe.

he was begging me to read his dinosaur book during bedtime and you know i don't mind. but we have read this particular book a nth uptemht xxxx time. so i was begging just the same as he was... if we can just forgo it. i was so engrossed with 'painted veil' movie (ed norton/naomi watts). if i can just have a few minutes please. the guilt flashes billboard size 'read 15 minutes a day to your child.' so yes, we read and we improvised the dinos with the spines and spikes. hhmmm just realizing that dinos eat turtles as well.

i have a particular fascination with dramas (and foreign cultures; this was supposedly shot in china). not because i'm female. okey it was a chick flick. i guess because it narrates. it tells a story about the real world. this was no exception to the stirring of emotions. i was so glad nobody can see me when the sad part came and the tears had to show. gosh that would be so not in control.

it's about a couple (norton rocks as usual ehem) that was just so different in personalities. got married not particularly for the love factor. with the cheating twist. and the vengeance part. and coming together part with conflicts resolved and a very poignant ending. define 'poignant'. i had to google that out.

i am habitually coughing tonight. it is no longer sexy. so who said it was sexy in the first place. i am reading my thoughts now so the pace has caught up and it is time to stop.